Writer's Block

I finally finished Chapter 3. I wrote it five times and am almost completely happy with it. Thanks for all who have given me feedback on Literotica. I'm trying not to map out the entire story. I don't know how authors can write 5 set volumes then say "Oh, I had the entire story mapped out in my head 10 years ago!" Can't stand those writers. I like waking up in the morning and going to sleep at night not knowing what is going to happen next to my characters. It's the agony and the ecstasy and I love it! Masochist? What can I say? TTFN